Wednesday, December 23, 2009

all the stuff I'm not doing

There's a lot of stuff I should be doing before I go to Korea.  I should be studying Korean.  I should be doing some research about how to teach English or activities for during class.  I should be trying to learn something about English grammar.  Yeah I am a naive speaker, about to take a job teaching English and I don't know anything about grammar.  I probably know more about Japanese grammar (my Japanese sucks now due to not using it) than I do about English grammar since I was actually taught Japanese but with English I just grew up with it.  So that's something i feel I should be learning about a little.  

 I should be cleaning up my place.  And a lot of other little things I need to do.  I have about 2 months if everything goes well, I should be working on all these things instead of waiting till the last minute like I always do.  I guess I am in denial that I am going anywhere.  I have thought about going to teach English in another country for so long, but never followed through, at this point, even though I have done all this work to apply I still feel like its not going to happen.  Plus my life has been stagnating for the past 2 years and I have started feeling like I am not going anywhere.  Geographically or with my career. 

No comments:

Post a Comment